The last post I made was my 40th. It was also my second post of 2013. The first being in January, the second being in December. I feel as if it is rather telling that my only posts of the year have been in the months of January and December. Despite the fact that time will roll on almost, maybe indefinitely (what? I’m not a scientist) we all still mark January and December as beginnings and endings respectively. Of course my personal time will come to an end at some point, but I am pretty damn certain that time itself will keep rolling on. What I’m getting at is that is makes sense that my only blog posts of the year have been at both the beginning and end of said year. It is the season for celebrating but also taking stock, that is bound to lead to some personal reflection even if it’s only about whether it is better to be covered by your doona or not. I don’t know, I have just felt the urge the past few months to share. To leave something behind, even if it is only my shitty words on a shitty blog. While I may be disparaging, it is the best I can personally do, and if I keep doing it I am bound to get a little a better at it. Practice makes perfect and all. So that’s my story and I am sticking to it.
Since returning to my blog I have had a bit of a fiddle with the settings to make it more a user friendly. That is, user friendly for ME. Given my unreliable presence at this blog I don’t exactly have a built up readership so really I am the only user at this point. But like that crazy guy building a baseball field for ghosts, build it and they will come. Thing is though, I can’t actually be bothered dealing with comments. That sounds like I am the biggest asshole, but hear me out. So far, in my thus far 40 posts I have only ever had nice and thoughtful comments. I know, some problem right? But that’s just it, it is a problem, how can I do justice to someone who has taken time out of their day to comment of my little tiny blog when I just can’t be bothered respond? I realised I can’t, so it is simply better for all involved that I remove even the option for comments to save your time, should you have otherwise been inclined to leave a comment, and my time banging my brains out about how to respond. We are all winners here.
I will eventually turn them back on, I just need time to get more into the swing of blogging again.